you tell me what I should do
what is fair?

what do you think would be correct
for me to do now

would regression on my part
be in your favor

giving up
in mine

maybe I'm just holding on
to loving
what is now just a fake idea

if you would cry before
when you felt it's sting coming on

rather numb the pain again
and cry to me there after

what happens to my tears?
will you ever acknowledge those

I carry around a guilt
like I've caused something more

I'll probably give you a call

you'll probably suck me dry

cry

get high

let us bid our good byes.