we could drive to san francisco
try to have a good time
make an effort to convince you
there's more to life than dying

but it sounds unrealistic
at this point I know not to count on it
on any of you
I'm becoming comfortable in pity and blame
you sure have made me your company
I need to get out before you make me the same

so can I please use your cabin for the weekend
without another soul near
I want to sit in isolation
experience the weather

I'd go to San Francisco
but this family can't get better